As I write this Camille, our 2 year old baby, is tucked up safe in bed, holding her 'baby' in one hand, her trusty Muslin in the other. She looks beautiful, but then she always does. She has a face I want to stare at all day, every day, for the rest of my life. The most beautiful big blue eyes framed by gorgeous thick black lashes, a small button nose and the most amazing full lips that constantly break into the biggest and brightest smile. Her eyes sparkle, her cheeks glow, she is truly amazing.
Her beauty is not just in her face, it comes from within. In her short life she has managed to touch so many hearts, not just family, but random strangers she'll smile at in the supermarket, new friends to whom she'll say 'meased (sic) to meet you' as she holds out her little hand. Grandparents whom she adores and who adore her, a sister who is her soul mate, her friend for life, her partner in crime. She will give up a toy she has been happily playing with for hours to the first child who asks, she does so with a smile, looking for recognition that she's been a good girl.
At bedtime Mummy will take her to bed and lay with her until she falls asleep, when its almost time to say goodnight she'll hold Mummy's face with one hand on each cheek and say 'luff you Mummy' before turning over and escaping into her dreams.
We never needed a brain tumour to remind us how much we love our girls, since the day they were born we have adored them both and silently cherished every day with them, never taking for granted a single minute. Camille has such a wonderful life to look forward to, she has a Mummy, Daddy and sister who love her so very, very much and who simply cannot bear to live without her.
As her parents, we must do everything we can to not only make her better, but to give her the future she deserves.